I think in alot of ways God is bringing me back to something I let go of along time ago…..and that is…back to myself.
Many years ago, I died. I put everything I was, everything I wanted, everything I hope for, everything into a mental casket and buried it. I became what others wanted and I hurt. I mourned but didn’t know I was mourning.
Now….those things that I buried are being resurrected.
I am being resurrected…..and it is freaking me out!
I am getting more into this health and healing thing. I am seeing progress on my journey and I want to share what I am learning…..the only problem with that is it clashes with what others want and expect of me.
And do you know what?
I don’t care!
I am reaching a milestone this year and I still act like a 12 year old child by letting everyone dictate me and my life! This is another part of me that is changing and growing…and quite frankly, I like what I am changing into.
Over the next few weeks, I have choices to make….choices that will effect the rest of my life….but I know it is something I have to do…it is the next step on the journey to freedom.
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